hello beautiful holly... your voice warms me despite an ocean of difference.
check your ekno

your such an inspiration for the masses.
So where are the second halves, the better side that makes the weaker whole did ever exist in such terrified light?
oh sweet uninhibited fate, whose face we've never seen but beaten by our own faults... how are our stars this night?
no more questions.. i'll listen and you talk.. little dialects shape the sounds i've never heard before. I'll listen and you talk.

The diffrences between East and West

(The East) (West in Bold print)

We live in time
We live in space
We are always at rest
We are always on the move
We are passive
we are aggressive
We like to contimplate
We like to act
We accept the world as it is
We try to change it according to our blueprints
We live in peacewith nature
We try to impoe our on her
Religion is our first love
Technology is our passion

We delight to think about the meaning of life
We delight in physics
We believe in the freedom of silence
We believe in free speech
We lapse into meditation
We strive for articulation
We marry first, then love
We love first, then marry
Our marriage is the beginning of a love affair
Our marriage is the happy end of a romance
It is an indissoluble bond
It is a contract
Our love is mute
Our love is vocal

We try to conceal it from the world
We delight in showing it to others
Self-denial is a secret to our survival
Self-assertiveness is the key to our success
We are taought from the cradle to want less and less
We are urged everyday to want more and more

We glorify austerity and renunciation
We emphasize gracious living and enjoyment
Poverty is a badge of spiritual salvation
Poverty is to us a sign of degredation
In the sunset years of life we renounce the world and prepare for the hereafter
We retire and enjoy the fruits of our labour

This isn't my poem... just for legalitees sake.

Today was the first day of my ESL course. mmmm, goodies all around for sing has been in my headall day, how wonderful his voice is to me. In class all was positiv and the ideaof teaching children and all students alike in anotherworld was more than intriguing, it was a blessing. Oh my, could this nomadic beggarprince has found an outlet for teh insane charcter i've become. All those nights of wondering wjhere i belong, due nomadic honesty. I am not a hunter nor prey but wonderfulkly nestled inbetween all worlds where i appear when i wish to read something of the old world grown new.
I see a loneliness inside havens made abroad. A culture shock hard enough to break shells and inspire imaginations to grow beyond expectations creatively forever... for nothing has ever been created that suffering did not play a role in. But don't get me wrong , I don't wish suffering upon anyone myself included. But we of this bare nomdic tribe find eachother through a lost maze only when all options have thought to been had.... we find eachother.
Everyone made for another,friendships had and destroyed are for us all made to be a reason within it's taggered complicity. sweet weaveof life, playing the ghost who turns it's head when pointed too by those confused.
I found out that in Columbia I'll make more money taht first thought, whoch in turn gives me means to transport myself to wnother then another of Southg America's worlds. Where in the end withseveral others wearing the same shoes, we go to Japan. And buy Islands with the realized dreams thought fictitious by Western Culture. Life! fun and wondeful? Personal demons the only ones to be bothered by? and made destructicle by the light of life shining towards you in all directions? no, this must be heaven. Perhaps realizing one's dreams, finding simplicity amongst the havoc.. is enlightenment. see past the smog...

Do enjoy this rant of personal nomadic sweet traumatizing experiences that do create this child.
Thank you to the creators... all 12 of them ;)